My living with cancer photos and videos!


Interactions with the world and people is my biggest ally for coping with this disease and the life changes I have had to endure, not by my own choice! So here I share some of this! Thank you fellow humans! teehee xo

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CONNECTION! Its what it is all about! Life! Connection is everything for me these days! I have a double whamy. Cancer and Covid. So this video is just a silly one I happened to capture while spending time with my friend Tammy. The little things can mean everything!

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And this girl gives me a great spray tan! I will do some media coverage on that to show you too! If you would like she is in Hollywood, California at MOBILE SPRAY TANNING 323-877-8117 www.Instagram.com/Glowbytamaranicole


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See at beginning of photo story above, my port on my chest is showing. Later it is covered. By using some creativity you can add on some stick on tattoos to camouflage the port!

If you don’t already know I have metastasized cancer. It has been 2 and a half years and I have learned some beauty tricks and tips along the way. Cancer is a big struggle in the glam department. I thought I would do this video because I would  get comments on some of the things I was doing. So I want to share to help anyone else with cancer who might want to help themselves feel better about appearances if that is an issue. 
When I was diagnosed with cancer I said if I’m going to have cancer, I’m not going to look like I have cancer.’ And this has been a mission I think according to what I am told I am fulfilling. I sometimes feel guilty like I am supposed to look sick but then I remember the doctors telling me its all about quality of life now. And how I see it grooming is a natural human and animal trait. So why not. I hope this might make someone feel better about themselves and its a take that cancer kinda feeling teehee. 
So I on occasion dress up and go somewhere that fits the outfit. I wear my wig do my makeup my nails, I know based on my past side effects nails might not be possible. I had nephropathy so bad at one point I lost my nails. I’m now on 3rd line treatment and all my lost hair and nails have grown back. So do what you can. But get yourself to feel good! You deserve it right!? 

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